Okay ignore the topic, I'm not 'really' drowning as in drowning in deep water .

When I said the word "drowning" means I'm still lost, still can't figure out how to produce better art works. Like way cooler! Well as you can see I haven't really update much my deviant artworks due to busyness I had when I was in SPM mode. I'm still unsatisfied with works that I did , cause is just too lame, boring and probably the word ugly is the suitable to describe. Looking at other deviations and flickr photo streams. I'm quite impressed and inspired with those talented people. People may say I've that talent too and can go further, but I'm not quite sure. . if I really do have ;/

Well I'm not that easy to give up on the things I really enjoy and love to do. . . but hey, I'm trying k! I really am! and still brushing up my pictures , my art works, my photography masterpieces. What I want is . . more inspiration , more lessons and tutorials , more photoshooting , more experimental with my portfolio and trying to introduce a new thing to this era , I hope one day I'll be one of those people that really manage to pulled it off. I hope and I will.


Yes, I need an idea, think brain think! Where is the little girl that use to gone nuts with colors and crayons and love to create masterpieces from paddle-pop sticks! WHERE?!!